a bond thats so easy to make, but seems so diffcult to break

mon-team has officially disbanded. though its onli been a short while i alrdy miss the bondings that we had...as i recall, those bonds are so easily made u know, jus a short chat and intro is enuf to start chatting as if we are friends for 5 yrs when we met like wad? 5mins? .

during the time of the mons, we pratically meet up everyday. have dinner and talk crap after our game sessions. recently, we can still have dinner, but conversations topic seems to have run out. im thinking of semi retiring from jubeat le....until newer versions are out...

anyway...dam dam tired...later still nd to go mediacorp x.x....nites all

haiz...this feeling again..

i havent been blogging alot i know, i havent post abt my 21st birthday, i havent post abt all the events up until now...well...now that i have the time and energy to blog it out. my birthday celebration with my friends can be summarised in jus 1 word : simple.

theres not big bang, me and my friends going wild while celebrating our birthdays. its jus a day we gather to relax and have fun. during my actual 21st birthday. my parents bought for me a set of things : wallet, perfume and key holders. an expensive set i would say. i really thank them. thank you daddy and mommy for my presents! =D dad bought a regular cake and we did the usual birthday rituals again. as u can see, my birthday is not spent wif all the big party ,catering, friends and family come together...im jus me and my family together and then resume our everyday lives. certainly im happy for other ppl's 21st birthday. i mean its the very age where u can pratically do anything that was previously age restricted. shld be a fun age. but then i dun feel the vibe...i jus dun feel it. 21st birthday certainly marks a new life for me. a life of adults, im now worried abt bank a/c, school, expenses...and if i can add, girlfriends...

anyway...my friends book a chalet at sentosa and we tot its luxurious but then up its like a couple room. theres nthing to do, nthing to eat, nthing to play. ok maybe running and swimming is on the few activities we had in the morning. dinner and lunch were eaten at vivocity. and i break my own record for having taken the most taxi trip in 1 day.

on the final nite me and yk drank gin till we high but not drunk...did some real stupid things which is still considered fun to me. anyway...slpt like a log and wake up the nxt morning wif heavy hangover....omg the headaches ar~!!

and then i cab home....put my things and slp. thats how i conclude my 21st birthday celebration. ohoh...did i mention my friend gt really drunk that we had to carry him onto the bed and he slide off the bed again -.-".

wonder why im so pissed

amazing how this how fiasco started out as a comment made to me to take care of my friend btr...then it comes down to the jubeat team. can tell that friend of mine have alrdy misinterpret wad i said. fine.for some1 who is not playing jubeat. u dunno the politics and hows we do things, kick him out of the group? how can u kick one of the main founder of the group? *total shake head*

indirectly say im being inhumane sia....am i? yea i suppose i am. so say wad u want. i no longer want to retort. instead i will jus agree wif everything u said. cause less trouble for me and u.

wad i wanted to say have alrdy been summed up by wad i wrote in msn. up to u to read it and roughly understand, or dun give a shit