beginning my life as a medic

its been some time since i pass out as a combat medic...at 1st i feel abit disappointed by my new found vocation. since i hated going to the medical center since the start of BMT...i never once thought that i will be working in one till i ORD...i rmb i said something like this " last time i hate to go to the medical center, now i have to report there everyday" i realise that the medics i see at tekong, no doubt they are fucked up in the eyes of others. but i wonder do the other recruits know the responsibility those medics have if ever one recruit faints?

"we are those that stand in the middle of life and death.
Making a difference, saving a life."

this is wad i posted in my facebook, i had a new found inspiration in my vocation because of what i learn in SMTI...that being medics may be slack...but we carry the unseen responsibility to treat the fallen...

life is fragile

today is national day!

and so...today is national day again...and i might say...this year's fireworks display is btr than last yr.

but besides that...alot of things happen this few weeks...makes me ponder...i read alot of people's comment saying and asking why must they serve NS? well...to me serving NS means protecting my homeland. it doesnt matter if the people in my homeland is fcked up...wad matters is that the country that im born in, stays safe. other people nowadays serve NS for the sole fact that they NEED to go NS....some wants to protect the people...but are disappointed by how the citizens look at them and thus, give up that thought of motivation. i am loyal to singapore, to my country. this is something i said to myself since i was a child...national day songs give pride to me being a singaporean. though now with the influx of FTs in singapore...i hope that those locally born singaporeans will not forgt and forsake their homeland jus becos there has been an increase in foreign workers.