personality quiz again! ^^

i was bored and reading other ppl's blog when i come across this simple yet rather accurate personality test..so i give it a try...haha...and guess wad? its so true! lol...here is the result->

Your result for The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Test ...

4- the Individualist

you chose BY - your Enneagram type is FOUR (aka "The Romantic")

"I am unique"

Romantics have sensitive feelings and are warm and perceptive.

How to Get Along with Me

• Give me plenty of compliments. They mean a lot to me.
• Be a supportive friend or partner. Help me to learn to love and value myself.
• Respect me for my special gifts of intuition and vision.
• Though I don't always want to be cheered up when I'm feeling melancholy, I sometimes like to have someone lighten me up a little.
• Don't tell me I'm too sensitive or that I'm overreacting!

What I Like About Being a FOUR

• my ability to find meaning in life and to experience feeling at a deep level
• my ability to establish warm connections with people
• admiring what is noble, truthful, and beautiful in life
• my creativity, intuition, and sense of humor
• being unique and being seen as unique by others
• having aesthetic sensibilities
• being able to easily pick up the feelings of people around me

What's Hard About Being a FOUR

• experiencing dark moods of emptiness and despair
• feelings of self-hatred and shame; believing I don't deserve to be loved
• feeling guilty when I disappoint people
• feeling hurt or attacked when someone misundertands me
• expecting too much from myself and life
• fearing being abandoned
• obsessing over resentments
• longing for what I don't have

FOURs as Children Often

• have active imaginations: play creatively alone or organize playmates in original games
• are very sensitive
• feel that they don't fit in
• believe they are missing something that other people have
• attach themselves to idealized teachers, heroes, artists, etc.
• become antiauthoritarian or rebellious when criticized or not understood
• feel lonely or abandoned (perhaps as a result of a death or their parents' divorce)

FOURs as Parents

• help their children become who they really are
• support their children's creativity and originality
• are good at helping their children get in touch with their feelings
• are sometimes overly critical or overly protective
• are usually very good with children if not too self-absorbed

its so true man...cant believe im read my own personality description...hahah if u wanna try it out...heres the link :

http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-quick-painless-enneagram-test

did i really let her go?

todae at around 6-7pm i was waiting for my bus when i receive an sms from xm...she told me that she will be going to china and catching the nite flight and is wishing me well...and take care(much like im the one going to china like that...heh!) but becos of my cock-eyeness, i miss out the words"taking the nite flight LATER" and was thinking she was jus telling me in advance so that i noe...at that moment....i really wanted to chiong cab to see her off...i was alrdy waiting for the cab when she replied me no nd...i had predicted that she will say that...so i reply im on the cab liao....lol...but then she replied saying she going in(departure hall) le..i see liao LL...dunno wad to say...but felt really really disappointed...and oso sad...cos before that i wanted to call her personally to wish her well....i mean...thats wad friends do right? wad she do? she hang up on me...then msg me say sms will do....wth!? hey...am i not fit to call u through the phone?...y i can only msg?....i felt SO restricted that time...wth?! was the qn i ask myself alot of times...though whenever i see ur msges...my heart would still beat 2x faster and i still felt uneasy, i still reply u...i treat u as a friend and cos i noe ur gonna fly off soon...i figure as a friend, i will be able to, at the very least, send u off...i wonder if this is how u treat your friend. seriously, sometimes ur msges to me make me feel that im being used by you, like some useful tool to get things, so u ask yourself , if u were in my shoes, hw will u feel? im not trying to be kei gao or anything but pls think about other ppl's feeling before u say anything

dammit...sound as if im writing a complain letter like that...initially i had tot that when i find a free time we mayb can go kbox together...but judging her charcter, i now HIGHLY doubt so....heh...ironically, she the one who taught me this phrase"pls dun jump to conclusions" so now im hoping that im not jumping but if im right then i wan to jump HIGH cos i was right about my earlier statement. to be honest, i am not even afraid that she find this out, cos she NVER come and visit my blog at all, though i had hope that she did so that she noe wad im feeling right now.

seriously, girls...just so you know...there is a limit to how much a guy can contain his anger, his saddness, his pain infront of you. sometimes a guy's smiling face doesn't represent his heart and that he is jus acting normal so as not to frightened u or make u worried, and if he do not get a chance to empty of of his emotions out, someday when he will jus lose control, thats when u know how to spell the word A-F-R-A-I-D.

gonna slp liao...nites! ahh....felt better after "saying" it all out....

something i suddenly thought....

heh...i cant even believe im saying this but when im going to school in the morning, something struck my mind, in life there are 2 events that all your friends will attend. one is your wedding and the other is...well...your funeral...heh heh heh....well...if u jus think about it...its true....normally becausein order to meet the demands of this expensive society that we live in, we dun really have the time or leisure to actually gather and talk to each other like when we're kids...so the only time where u can meet up u friends...new and old....is through big occasions like your wedding...well...the funeral is a different thing cos u can see them and they cant see you...lol...

lol...jus suddenly feel like typing it out...there is no reason behind this post...

...pls mind ur own business...

ARGH....felt like whacking some1....so guys...let me be random for awhile...this is to those who are reading my blog...but if HE is reading...then different story le...pls do wad my title says.

ppl always say...hao ren nan zhuo....or in english, its hard to be good. if its hard to be good...then dun be! jus so u noe....WHO are u to say me? WHO are u to lecture me? WHO are u to care wad i put in msn WHO are u to tell me that what im doing is not good? then let me tell u something....I dun like to be told wad to do by jus anyone in fact, i frigging hate it...dun put it such that like u know alot about me...and i know...wad u meant...but i DUN LIKE how u put it in words...let me tell u something la...dun think ur always right...think that wad u do is the right way...the right choice...ok? cos sometimes...if u noticed....wad u say are utter BULLSHIT....right...im blowing off steam now...i would prefer that YOU wont reply or comment on this post, i like my blog to be peaceful thank you. and even IF u do reply...i-wont-give-a-fuck.oh yea...if u felt that its contradicting of my actions to my msn nick, for ur information, i have CHANGED IT but i hope that YOU would stop telling me if wad i do or say is contradicting anot! its fucking irritating! in fact, i dun giv a shit about wad u say! get that? do wad i post have to comply with wad i do? i dunno about u but i live my life my own way,
wad i do will mostly CONTRADICTS wad i posts! y?? cos i am alive and words are dead, dun gt so overly concerned about the fact that ,say for example i post : i am very enthu for this subject when in actual fact i dun really like that subject! is contradicting!

...this is the 2nd time i had such resentment....after thinking about it, i think my bro is right...family members know each other best...my bro once during an argument, said that i espacially, HATE being controlled and wanted to do what i like...this, is 100% true....though i dun say it...i love my brother...thank you!=)

lol...i jus cant reject this tag...

lol...i jus cant refuse to write this out cos i was tagged to write by my fav. cousin xD...here goes:

The rules & regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tag back.

alright...here goes...for those who dunno me well...this might just be an intro to u about me...girls...if u feel weird or disgusted...feel free to leave or close this window

1) i like to tie my hair and untie it by pulling out again....
2) show it when i find that u are lame (typical expression : -.-)
3) spoke little but think alot
4) what goes out from my mouth doesn't always tally with my brain and my heart
5) is afraid to cause trouble
6) fantasize about having gf
7) have recurring effect of regrets
8) weird actions during to sudden memory flashbacks
9) what i my facial expression look like might not be really represent what i tot about u
10) gets piss off when i refuse to give something to someone and he/she keep pressing me for it

the ten lucky winners!
angeline( haha...u are lucky no. 1) =P
phyllis
adeline
joel cheong
hui jing
wen xia
pei rong
charmaine
brandon
jin cai
yi yuan

[P.S] this is for the 10 lucky ppl! those whose name are not listed are NOT to copy this to his/her blog for posting....any request to post can be asked though the Cbox