a post i dunno wad title to write

illusions...or real illusions ;
hidden in an illusion is the real illusion ;
from one illusion will sprout another illusion.
hidden in truth lie lies ;
hidden in lies hides the truth.

from kateikyoushi hitman reborn ; quotation from mukuro of episode 93

i find this very interesting...i have this qns racing in my mind now...
how many facades do u have?
do u fake ur personality to every1?
how many times have u deceive others in order prevent them from knowing you that well?
how many protective covers do u have?
when im talking to you...are u faking ur personality?
how do i noe if u are telling to the truth?

i believe every1 man have alot of faces....sometimes...u hear some1 says : "he is a 2-faced guy"...this...technically....is not true...he has jus shown 2 sides of him to the public...one side good, and one side evil....BUT....a man is capable to having more than jus 2 sides of him...greed...lust...anger...displeasure...excitement....all this are the sides of a man...you may think those are feelings...but those may be the side of him that he dun wan u to noe...so i wonder sometimes....who am i talking to? is the some1 im talking to the true u? or u are just putting up a frontal facade...or a fake jus to...how to say...make me feel at ease? ever heard of those ppl that suffers from multi-personality? its maybe a result or over multi-tasking or to have too much other personality other his or her own "main" personality...those...2 me...are those who have lose control over their many faces and making those faces(personality) control the them instead.

i admit i myself oso have different faces....depending on the situation....talking to bastards , i will have a face that will somehow counteracts the situation...talking to friends...well...i normally dun have a fake in place...but i do take precautions...i do wonder....wad will happen to u if u trust someone too much....alot of trust will result in betrayal ; too much betrayal will result in loss of trust...think abt it...who u talk to might not be the true him/her u are talking to.

rmb...wad hidden in truth lie lies...hidden in lies hides the truth...so how are u gonna noe if he/she is saying the truth? use ur instinct and feeling....i believe a woman's intuition is very accurate(thats y i cant beat them in guessing games)....though for us guys is less accurate but nonetheless u still possess this skill.... so use it wisely and judge carefully...deceits are everywhere...

so here is my last msg for the nite:
u may regard this as crap
but wad lies in these crap are the truth
wad lies in those truths are crap...
craps or truth is up to you
u may choose to disregard
u may choose to think about
u may try to have multiple faces(not encourage)
its all up to u to believe or not...

nites...

a very meaningful song

this is a very old song....but its very nice cos the song's lyric is very meaningful and accurate....to me...it accurately states the feelings of one person who is being dumped...

theres 3 versions,

this is the original version :
http://www.imeem.com/renthawa/music/2hywAMgQ/kyu_sakamoto_sukiyaki_japanese_love_song/

this is the lyrics for the original version :

ue o muite arukou
namida ga kobore naiyouni
omoidasu harunohi
hitoribotchi no yoru
ue o muite arukou
nijinda hosi o kazoete
omoidasu natsunohi
hitoribotchi no yoru
shiawase wa kumo no ueni
shiawase wa sora no ueni
ue o muite arukou
namida ga kobore naiyouni
nakinagara aruku
hitoribotchi no yoru
(whistling)
omoidasu akinohi
hitoribotchi no yoru
kanashimi wa hosino kageni
kanashimi wa tsukino kageni
ue o muite arukou
namida ga kobore naiyouni
nakinagara aruku
hitoribotchi no yoru(2x)
(whistling)

and here is the english version :
http://www.imeem.com/qreatica/music/TYpPYi0w/4_pm_sukiyaki/

and here are the lyrics for the english version:
Sukiyaki

It's all because of you
I'm feeling sad and blue
you went away
Now my life is just a rainy day and
I love you so
How much you'll never know
you've gone away and left me lonely.
Untouchable memories
seem to keep haunting me
our love so true,
that once turned all my gray skies blue
but you disappeared,
now my eyes are filled with tears
and I'm wishing you were here with me
soaked with love all my thoughts of you
now that you're gone
I just don't know what to do

if only you were here,
you'd wash away my tears
the sun would shine,
once again you'll be mine all mine
but in reality,
you and I will never be
cos you took your love away from me

If only you were here,
you'd wash away my tears
the sun would shine,
once again you'll be mine all mine
but in reality,
you and I will never be
cos you took your love away from me.
Oh baby you took your love away from me

this song brings back memories of the time my ex left me...the exact feeling of sadness , pain , loneliness...but its a great song....truly great....so relax and chill out while listening bah...=D

my sudden inspirations

lol...this is some of my sudden inspirational sentences...they dun always come up so i record them in my hp....

time and space
time....a mystical yet common item , if one could harness the control of time then he will have tremendous power 2 rewrite , undo and change his or the world's future and i assume that one can only travel back into the past and not the future.

though timeshift is a fiction now...but when someone manage to uncover the mysteries of time , time travel and teleportations will then be possible. one clue in uncovering the mysteries is by studying space rifts or the black holes and worm holes

will update again...=D

loyalty

this is just a sudden inspiration from me and i would like to share it out wif u all,
pls pardon me if there are any mistakes....

loyalty...wads its true meaning? to me, it means to support an organisation or person.

-In school(pri&sec) ,loyalty lies with the school , with the cca and with friends.
-In poly , loyalty dun exist in school but in clubs&society ;not to the class but to your group of friends
-in terms of country , be loyal to one and one country only.
- in relationship , be loyal to the one and only person u loved seconded only to your family.