a post i dunno wad title to write

illusions...or real illusions ;
hidden in an illusion is the real illusion ;
from one illusion will sprout another illusion.
hidden in truth lie lies ;
hidden in lies hides the truth.

from kateikyoushi hitman reborn ; quotation from mukuro of episode 93

i find this very interesting...i have this qns racing in my mind now...
how many facades do u have?
do u fake ur personality to every1?
how many times have u deceive others in order prevent them from knowing you that well?
how many protective covers do u have?
when im talking to you...are u faking ur personality?
how do i noe if u are telling to the truth?

i believe every1 man have alot of faces....sometimes...u hear some1 says : "he is a 2-faced guy"...this...technically....is not true...he has jus shown 2 sides of him to the public...one side good, and one side evil....BUT....a man is capable to having more than jus 2 sides of him...greed...lust...anger...displeasure...excitement....all this are the sides of a man...you may think those are feelings...but those may be the side of him that he dun wan u to noe...so i wonder sometimes....who am i talking to? is the some1 im talking to the true u? or u are just putting up a frontal facade...or a fake jus to...how to say...make me feel at ease? ever heard of those ppl that suffers from multi-personality? its maybe a result or over multi-tasking or to have too much other personality other his or her own "main" personality...those...2 me...are those who have lose control over their many faces and making those faces(personality) control the them instead.

i admit i myself oso have different faces....depending on the situation....talking to bastards , i will have a face that will somehow counteracts the situation...talking to friends...well...i normally dun have a fake in place...but i do take precautions...i do wonder....wad will happen to u if u trust someone too much....alot of trust will result in betrayal ; too much betrayal will result in loss of trust...think abt it...who u talk to might not be the true him/her u are talking to.

rmb...wad hidden in truth lie lies...hidden in lies hides the truth...so how are u gonna noe if he/she is saying the truth? use ur instinct and feeling....i believe a woman's intuition is very accurate(thats y i cant beat them in guessing games)....though for us guys is less accurate but nonetheless u still possess this skill.... so use it wisely and judge carefully...deceits are everywhere...

so here is my last msg for the nite:
u may regard this as crap
but wad lies in these crap are the truth
wad lies in those truths are crap...
craps or truth is up to you
u may choose to disregard
u may choose to think about
u may try to have multiple faces(not encourage)
its all up to u to believe or not...

nites...