random entry + abit of inner thoughts of a certain someone

nothing better to do tonight. might as well blog something before i go to slp.

if i were to give myself a diagnosis as per clinical entry format. this is what it would roughly look like lol>>>

NKDA
currently well
had previous episodes of emoness
had regular recurrent memory flashbacks
has not seek any psychologist advise
claims to be normal on the outside but inner thoughts shows otherwise
has no suicidal/self harm thoughts
has no malicious intent on others unless provoked
intents to ORD in peace
make as many friends as possible

heart: s1s2
lungs: clear
tonsils not enlarged
bloodshot eyes
left right cornea normal
normal ECG

c/o:
emptiness in soul

o/e:
sad individual
low self esteem
pride damaged

plan:
recommend psy treatment
excuse duties for 3month
recommend MBIA for temp downgrade to PES E
recommend to find girlfriend during this period

pt refuse psy treatment
said that he can cope with current situation
delighted to have 3month downgrade

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ah well...its a load of crap anyway.
everything here revolves around money.
no money cant do anything
they say money cant buy u happiness. thats bullshit
money is a critical factor to gain happiness
cos u need money to produce the happiness u wanted.
i want a house i need : money
i want to decorate my new home : money
so...money is still a critical factor.