there is just no point.....

there is no point in arguing....
wad done is done
fight for wad....
wad am i defending for?
im in the wrong and thats it
nthing to fight for...its late alrdy
say wad u want
i dun care anymore
i want to move out of the house and be independent soon.
let me wallow in loneliness myself
my brother said he dunno how to talk to me
scared i will angry at wad he say...
very difficult to understand/know me.
really meh?
i dunno myself...
sometimes i put myself over others
sometimes i jus dun care
i am selfish, and mostly only get interested in things that affects me...other than that....i rly couldnt be bothered.
he ask if i actually cared for my family
i did, and i still care for them....
jus in a different way
but sometimes when emotions ran high
i want out.
jus to be on my own with my freedom.
ah well...
wad done is done
the least we can do is move forward
and when we look back....the road behind us alrdy disappeared.
there is nthing u can bring back...except memories.