Thursday, June 7, 2007

wad will u do if u noe wad is gonna happen to u?

wad will i do if i noe wad will happen to me in the future? thats the qn i ask myself frequently....will i try and change it or just remain as it was....my ans will be neither of the 2 cos my ans will be living ones lives to the fullest and dun have any regrets....from everyday life and from tv shows i learn that living with regrets and dying wif it is not at all pleasent...1 way of living without any regrets is to learn form ur past mistakes and dun brode over them...cos they will only be a burden i wont say that i have no regrets as being a man always has regrets but the problem is letting it go...i have tried to let go some of it and i succeeded in letting go afew...like regretting y i did nt study well enough for my exams...all these...i felt is nthing more than senseless burden for my brian...i rather my brain to store gd memories of other things than kping those that bring sadness and unhappiness....

these things dun often happen frequently so i dun count it as a kind of talent....but sometimes when these things did happen it happen wif 100% accuracy.u see, i sort of have the ability to tell that whether is everything gonna be a success or failure , wads gonna happen nxt and other sorts of things...all will be pictured either in my dreams or in my mind....say for example the nxt week i have a BBQ to attend and i have a feeling that the food will not be finish...nw i dunno whether will it happen or nt cos i just have that feeling...mayb if u go on a empty stomach...the ending might change ...call it predictions bah...i like to predict things that are gonna happen or nt gonna happen nw but will happen sooner or later.and about 90%(rough estimate)of which im accurate. but i like it as well as hate this 'ability' of mine cos sometimes i see images of me failing in doing something and i hate it cos it always turn out to be accurate but i luv it cos it allows me to think ahead of others....some ppl call me a thinking person...well they are 1/2 correct...i like to think but nt always on a particular subject....i drift from 1thing to the others bluntly put : im easily distracted. anyway...becos i always think wad is gonna happen...i became rather...erm....withdrawn from extreme activities....yea...trust me...i predict wads gonna happen to me if i do this or that....sort of like think b4 u jump....i find this as a advantage to me....as it makes me safer ?depends on how u think of it lah....hey im nt saying this to say that i can always predict wads gonna happen...ever heard of yuan fen?if i can predict for u i will tell u if nt...sry...cant help much....

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

People should read this.