its been a long time again.....

as my title implies....its has been a long time since i posted something on my blog...but there are somethings that i dun feel like writing and some things that are better left unsaid...in any case...i have begun my countdown to the release of the result and i can tell u right nw....im not optimistic...not at all...though im not optimistic for all my results since pri 1...lol..."the higher u hope, the harder u fall" so i figure that if i dun give it much hope then it might not be that painful when u gt ur result, this is true....its my personal experience and have other e.g. that i do not wan to show to prove it...so this is wad i do :
-do ur best during the exam
-after exams...do ur best not to evaluate the paper with the others...that will jus depress you
-when u believe in the phrase "the higher you hope, the harder you fall" do not have high hope that u will gt high marks, just hope for an average score[meaning not to give up hope] in doing so, u sort of produce a cushion for the inevitable fall.
-most importantly , after the exams...remember this "wads done is done, there is no turning back" and look forward to ur next paper.

the end result is that u have jus bought an insurance , if u gt good/the expected results, then all is good, but if its bad...at least u had a cushion to soften the impact of ur fall...some ppl die cos of poor result, imbeciles...they just cant think that far.

sometimes...i think the RP way of learning is btr for me...but then i dun like the atmosphere and the reputation? cos for 1..i dun like taking exams(i mean...who does?!)...

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i finally got a job, i cant believe it. im gonna work at a place call daily scoop...its an ice-cream shop that sells...hand-made ice cream. tml...or shld i say later todae im gonna start work...but then i felt bad for my friend...u c..he is the one that offer me this job opportunity and it shld have been onli him to go for the interview, and oso + the fact that his god-sis intro de...so when the employer(boss) told me that onli i was chosen...i felt abit bad(guilty?)...haiz...anyway...i am planning on working there for a long period of time(depending on my timetable) so after i am used to the surrounding and stuff...drop by k? haha.....btw the place is at sunset way.

thats abt all i wan to say le...will update when i feel like it...for nw nights....

signing off,
[L-@-M-E-R]