i wonder y u are always in misery...
i wonder y ur so dense...
i wonder that am i stupid is actually wait and see
i wonder shld i give up
i wonder...
i feel dead, empty and really disappointed at ur taste....
im tired of this waiting game...mayb it is consider a game for u....
i gt ur hint.
its real fun isn't it, to see ppl getting false hopes up.knowing they cant achieve it but still egging them to do it...encouraging them to do the things they want but u urself know that it will not succeed.1st u place a ray of hope , then u take the hope away, and wait until the moment when i really emo and sad, do u put jus alittle ray of hope...y are u doing this to me? cant u let my heart lay dead? y must u make it beat onli to make it die again? y?
of cos, wad im thinking now is all delusional...u are of cos free to do wad u like...when i think back on wad im doing now...im like repeating past mistakes...and i really look stupid. so y cant i say wad i felt? ans: insecurities. like u, i do research. and i found that u....are not urself anymore....cos ur heart is gone...it has...how to i phrase it......."flutter away"........and u know that im the type that dun go for girls who have some1 they like cos they will reject u and even if they accept u, u think their heart is wif u? HELL FUCKING NO , thats y i like personality over facial looks.
after reading this post, u may, at certain point, write something in my Cbox or leave a comment. i doubt it will look nice, but its ok...i will take wadeva u throw at me...
cant u understand that there is some1 who is waiting for u instead of chasing after some1 who is not even interested in u?
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