seems like i developed a weird habit liao....that is i like to talk to girls...i dunno y but i felt more or less at ease or comfortable wif whenever im wif them...like talking and such...mayb they are not really as crude as the guys are...but sometimes i rather talk to them abt my problems than wif guys...its jus a feeling...recently i chat wif another friend from cca, oso a girl...hahaha...and after chatting wif her....i found that she is rather......energetic...yes, she is a very energetic girl...too many personal exp liao wif some1 i met like 2wks ago...haha but she is very kind and hw can i say this...understanding? beside this. i found that she is similar to me, in terms of her life and mine...we talk abt it...realise she is like my mirror...nearly or totally opposite of me...haha....this world has alot of similarity...u jus never knew....
touching on this subject, i reflect on all my friends and hw i get to know them...i realise something very impt. i notice that everytime i look at a crowd...i would pick out all the girls from the guys, then slowly filter out those who are taken, those that look and act like a bitch, and so on and so fore...i would narrow my tgts down to jus afew...and then try to get to know them....no evil intentions was there...jus plain tot of making friends...^^....but then ar...i think la...becos of the way i talk wif them ar...got attract some attention from the guys la...lol...im not suprise if they talk behind my back...lol...but like i said b4...i mayb thinking too much...like like i own a tree but i tot i own a forest...sometimes i make the smallest thing look so big when actually, hey...that not a big deal after all...
some ppl really wear mask when they speak...its not that i cant tell ok? its literally written all over ur face la goddammit...hw do i noe if ur talking abt me or something malicious? eye contact, body language, the way u speak...the tone...everything...basically, ur body language betrays urself...
lastly, this is a messy post again, its made up of things i jus think up in an instant, felt in an instant. so if u dunno wad i meant? if u catch no ball, its ok...nvm de...u dun have to noe the specifics...u jus have to know wad i type is consider english can liao haha...
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